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Last night I read through all of Herb's journals (and revisions) from herbkincey.com, and felt the need to add more to post. Just did, but also repeating here, in case anyone misses. Such great writing, great sense of story-telling, and great depth of feeling for the lives of his colleagues and the youth he led into the wild:

Herb's deep sense of feeling for others -- and the trials of humanity -- can so clearly be seen in this passage from his journal-keeping (written in 1972, revised in 2010, after a chance encounter at a random Colorado drugstore coffeeshop with the Outward Bound student who felt like he had dislodged the rock of that killed OB leader Lou Covert 7 years previous, in 1965, while climbing 14,156 ft. Maroon Peak):

"Looking back, I just wish that in 1972 I had been able to give that young man more support, wish I had gotten his name and address, wish at least I had sent him a letter after returning home. Now we have a nation-wide, professional support system (critical incident stress debriefings) for people who are involved in accidents resulting in serious injury or death. But in those days one had to suffer pretty much alone except for the informal help of family and friends. I don’t believe this young man had received much help. And for some reason I had refused to accept available professional support after my own accident. However, I do seem to remember that in the sixties males considered it unmanly to seek professional counseling. t’s all too easy in life just to let things you know you should do to help others sometimes slide. And then, when finally you do get around to offering support, it’s often too late. That’s what happened to me that long-ago January day in Colorado. I guess the only way to live with these personal failures and lost opportunities long-term is to recognize them for what they are, but at the same time resolve to make every effort to be there in the future when someone needs you. A few people seem to have almost from birth that innate ability to be able to reach out and touch those around them. Almost anyone can gain the ability with age and experience. We all need to practice it."

Herb opened the outdoors for generations of kids, from Appalachian Eagle Scouts to Colorado Outward Bound, to St. John's students, (a bunch of rag-tag misfits, hippy philosophers with bushy beards and long unruly hair). Something I guess I inherited from him, and continue to this day in Mississippi with youth apprenticeships in canoe carving, navigation, and leadership -- and our Mississippi River Canoe Camps, and other activities connecting communities to the "Mother Mississippi" for betterment of health of all.

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Remember, when you were at Herb's outfitter shop debating whether to spend some of your thin student money on survival gear and Herb would say, to help the decision, drawing out the vowels with his southern accent, "Weeell, how much is your liiife worth?"

The conundrum of Herb that has stuck with me most forcibly perhaps is the way he was obsessed with safety and preparation and yet at the same time continually took himself and others into dangerous and unpredicatable wilderness situations. He sort of embodied the challenge and balance we all face between playing it safe and taking risks. To see him prepare and load up his pack you'd think maybe the guy should just stay home if he was that worried about what might go wrong, and yet, not only did he not stay home, he took thousands of people, some experienced and many complete neophytes, into the backcountry where things could, and sometimes did, go wrong. I think this was part of Herb's greatness. He was very well aware of the risks, and very prepared, but he never let that knowledge stop him from doing things.

Another weird, unnatural thing about Herb, his voice never changed as he got older. When i first met Herb I was twenty and he was about fifty. Then, after graduating from St. John's, I saw him in 1994 and then life went on and I didn't talk to him again until around 2020, and he sounded exactly the same as when I first met him. I thought he would sound like an old man and he never did in my experience.

Happy trails Herb. I hope i see you in camp on the other side of the mountain someday.

Robby Porter

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